Maybe...
We have spent too much time looking...

Searching...
Waiting for the best to come...

Maybe...
We are still trapped inside the memory of the past...

The past which brought us happiness...

Spent so much time drowning ourselves in the sea of memories...
And just not realising how much time has been wasted...
Time passed... with all the new experiences... all the opportunities...
Once it's passed, it will never return...
It's like wind... taking away your memories...
without a trace...

We have spent so much time chasing after...
Chasing after what we thought as the real happiness...
But not realising what we have been chasing after for...
probably is just right opposite the read.

It's like two ends of the line... going the opposite direction...
It's like two parallel lines... never going to meet...

This is Fear...
Life is ironic.
Because Love and Fear always come together.
Maybe our souls are filled with scars...

Maybe our hearts were broken a thousand of times...
Maybe deep within our hearts are pure loneliness...

But this is life...
Nothing is perfect, so is the world...
An imperfect world will never have a perfect matter.
It's true that the beginning of love is so innocent... and pure...

so full of happiness... even it may ends in bitterness...

But this is the choice we have made... we take this opportunity,
and we are ready for what it will lead us to.

It's painful at the end... and it's painful to forget...
Probably this is the cost of being loved... because nothing is perfect...
even Love...

Realising that nothing is perfect probably will make you feel better...
realising sometimes, there is something out of our control
Every choice you made, will lead to a different conclusion, and this is just one of the many.
Even though the Love which we once cherished the most might be polluted...

But not our hearts...
It's a big world out there... full of both sadness and happiness...

Because we have tasted the bitterness,
so we will cherish what we have at the moment more...

Scary that it brings sadness...
Wonderful that it also brings happiness...
Both scary and wonderful...

Love & fear.
Because we love, so we fear... also because we are feared, so we need to be loved...
Love and Fear have always been the two major factors in a relationship.
It's impossible to have just Love and not Fear...
And it's also impossible to have just Fear and not Love...

Love is an addiction... you cannot live without it...

Look back...
What you have been looking for might have been following you all along.

Maybe the happiness you are looking for is peeking at you already...

This is my conclusion.
And this might also be the answer to all your questions...